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Wow. I'm actually in the mood to do this now. *Sigh* Nobody has to read all this or anything, and I doubt anyone will. I'm just gonna type it all anyway, for my own sake, mostly. This is going to be pretty long. -_- Okay, then...

I suppose you could say I'm just your average teenaged girl. Well, maybe a little different. First of all, I have ADD. -__- People seem to take it lightly, though. It's much more difficult to deal with than people think. Anyway, this is about me, not ADD. I live in Washington State, in a tiny little town called Milton. Or, as my best friends and I like to call it, "Milton by day, Milto by night." XDD There's a long, funny story behind that... Good times...

I live with my dad and older brother. My mother... well that's a whole different story. Let’s just say she is a classic example of what happens when you do bad things to people and you get punished for it. I'm sure anyone who's had to deal with the same things as me will very much agree that it's difficult being a young teen girl, growing up without a female role-model. Keh. It's just one of those things...

^_^ But I'm a generally happy person all the same. My family is very small, but we all love each other very much. My dad's a nice, hardworking guy that keeps us going. Even though our life's incidents have left us in a state of poverty, because of him, we're starting to be able to afford lots of things we couldn't before. Yay for dad! My brother is older than me by about a year. At first glance, he's very reclusive and strange, with his long hair and his expressionless attitude, but if you really know him, he's very kind. I think, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't be as intelligent as I am now. I'd probably be off doing drugs somewhere or something. -_- That would suck.
And of course, no one can forget our pets! ^_^ We have our wonderful (and very strange-looking) canine companion Lucky. We've had him for about 4 years now. He's got a funny face and ears that reach the sky! ^-^ He's such an interesting dog. He's so thoughtful about everything; just one look at him and his expressions will tell you exactly how he feels. Back in the times of my life when I had no one, he was my best friend, and he's one of the greatest friends anyone can ask for. ^_^
And we just got a kitten about a week ago. We named him Cosmo, after the one and only Cosmo Kramer! XDD They act a lot a like. We've only had little Cosmo for a short time, but he's already like part of the family. Lucky still freaks him out a little, though. ^^;;

I spent a portion of my life traveling around with my dad, brother, and Lucky in an old '73 Explorer motor home. It was there that I learned a lot of vital things, like just how important family is, and how life is a giant risk. I used to live in a big, two story house. I had a lot of stuff, because our family had lots of money. But one thing we didn't have was each other. My parents argued pretty much every day, so I spent a lot of my childhood with my brother in his room, both of us trying our best to block out the screaming. My first thought of my childhood for me was that it was pretty normal, but looking back on it, I realized just how unnormal it was. Because I'd rather not talk anymore about that, just listen to Wonderful by ever clear and you'll get it.

^^;; Enough sadness! Now for my appearance! ^^;;; Well, lesse. I'm 14, and I'm just about the right height to be so. I have dark brown hair (Everyone says it's black, though! ^^;;), that goes a little above my shoulders, and there are blond streaks in it (They used to be light green, but they faded). My eyes are also brown. People say I have a pretty face, so I'd like to agree. ^^;;; I'm a little... *cough* overly modest by nature, though... well actually, it's more like low self-esteem. I'm on the chubby side, but not so much that it bothers me a lot. XDD Loss of weight would be quite nice, though. I'll get on that... eventually. I usually wear... well, lot's of different things. I prefer long-sleeved things and long skirts. XDD I've been called "Gothic" before, and I've been called "Prep" before, among other weird titles teenagers give each other for some reason. God, I was even called a "Poser" by my own best friend for wearing a sweatshirt and a skirt. o_O I've just thought of myself as me.

Aha! My emotions and personality are an enigma! Even to myself! People say I look sad all the time, but I'm usually pretty happy. I've been said to completely contradict myself in the same sentence. I'm a little *Cough* mixed up as far as all that goes. I've inherited a lot of my mother's old habits, but I'm trying my best to break out of them, and I think I'm doing okay. Little by little, I'll outgrow all the bad things my mother taught me to do through her constant foolishness. I'm sure I'll be myself someday.

I used to be in love, but I really don't know anymore. It's something I never really talk about with anyone, so... Hey, why am I even saying this? >_< Never mind!

Ah yes, and a large part of my life... anime! I've loved anime since I was a little kid, when I used to watch Tonari No Totoro when I was 5 years old. XD Still my favorite movie. Right now, Cardcaptor Sakura is my main obsession. Syaoran and Sakura are the single CUTEST pairing ever! ^____^ I own the whole series and I watch it a whole lot. ;___; I just wish Eriol and Tomoyo could have been a couple. They're so perfect for each other! Eriol and Kayo... it's just weird. -_- I'm a major E+T fan! I'll write a E+T fanfic someday! Maybe! ^^;; *Ish a major procrastinator* It's the ADD, I tell you! XDD


Well, there’s a lot more, but that's about it for this little bio. It's hard to fit the life of someone into a mini LJ biography.

In short, I'm a friendly person, so email me if you ever want to talk or anything. Ja ne! ^-^

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